Yikes

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Well I guess they don't call them goals for nothing. I expected it to be work— but more so on the creative end. Staying on top of my blog entries has been more than I originally anticipated. I have been so tied up with life that I haven't dedicated the time I should to it. Forgive me father. 

But its not easy right? That's the point right? I'm exploring the idea of writing more outside of just this page. Efforts to make me more accountable. Nothing gets me working harder than knowing I have an external deadline. I mean I'm the person who does their taxes the first week of February. (I'm serious.. I already have my return.)

Who knows, maybe I'm not as good of a writer as I think I am. I'm no Hemingway of course, but I consider myself to have the fundamentals. And putting my writing in front of someone to judge might be a shove in the right direction. I don't exactly have a large audience on my own account. Some external perspective will be good! Stay tuned. 

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